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FEATURING............

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 10:33 AM
first time to feature an amazing artist.
she is the real ballpen genius.you should check her gallery,i was blown away by her ability to make the ballpen drawings look like graphite made.

and some of her works are done without a reference.i can`t do that:D

CHECK HER GALLERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • Listening to: roadhpuse blues
  • Drinking: again:D

please God.....

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 2:13 AM
lakers-2
jazz---0

hornets-2
spurs---0

pistons-2
magic--1

celtics--1
cavs----0


make a miracle,God please:(

  • Listening to: she`s like a rainbow

time to reveal the secret of ballpen sketching

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 25, 2008, 9:58 AM
every artist and craftsman have their secrets of their trade.da vinci and michaelangelo disected cadavers for their anatomy references...etc....

i have mine too.

people kept asking me on how i render my drawings with ballpen that way.in a `lighter `shade of pale,i may call them.i always tell them that it is patience and dedication...but never revealed them my greatest darkest secret.there is one more thing aside from that.surely patience and dedication will lead you to get that.but in reality,i developed a kind of system which i painstakingly undertook years ago.my first ballpen sketches were raw compared to the latest ones.and i noticed that.

now its time for the world to know how i do that.

and i am sorry if i hide the truth from all of you my friends.hope you all forgive me.:(


i render them with my left hand:D

sorry for some wrong grammar alignment...and sppeling too,if there`s any.

  • Listening to: moonlight drive
  • Reading: dictionary,for explainatory purposes
  • Watching: bloods
  • Drinking: an hour ago

all happening in may

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 23, 2008, 6:01 PM
kwatro kantos
isaw
betamax
adidas
ginataang bayawak
adobong sawa
gilbey`s gin
tanduay rhum
papaitan
roll all you can
smoke all you can
cough all you can
backyard jamming
neverheard band
ang nawawalang panty ni soen band
the chongkee band
gangrape aling tekla band
mother parker`s sari sari store
unseen txtmates
palahanan 2nd barangay fiesta
kara y krus
tong its til morning
halo halo
ice banana

obi and tati


my lola








hak and jigsy`s grave

  • Listening to: break on through by the doors

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 1:44 PM
`i hate that sadness in your eyes…..`

there was this seven year old girl named angela.i met her when my friend,her father, invited me to their house. the moment that i saw that little girl,i instantly liked her. she was bubbly and friendly. she even called me `uncle` eventhough that was the first time that we saw each other.

then she went to their room. when she came back,she was carrying this sketch pad. she proudly showed me a drawing of two girls playing in a garden. she told me that she made them.

`who are they?` i asked angela.
`this is me` she pointed the girl with a pony tailed hair in the drawing.` and this is my best friend,marie.`
`she`s in the philippines?` i asked her again.

she became sad.

`she`s dead…but she is in heaven now with God.`

her words pierced my heart. i felt her sadness.

i learned from her parents that marie died of cancer.

`do you have a picture of her.` i turned to angela.

her eyes brightened when she looked at me. she hurriedly went back to their room to get marie`s picture.

i borrowed her sketch pad. then took my ballpen out of my pocket…………..


angela inspired me so much in dealing with pain. i saw the real meaning of love and friendship in her eyes.

my deviant friends, thank you for everything,for every kindness and praises that you all showed me before.

i came back……to share my art again.

  • Listening to: angie
  • Eating: my words
  • Drinking: no more